Hi,
More about me...
As you already know, my name is Sissy Pantywaist ( not really - silly!). I am hoping to complete SRS M2F ( sexual reassignment surgery - male to female ) before my 42 birthday. Today I am 40.5 years old. In the past I took female hormones and lived en femme full time, so I have no doubt that I can pass. I have also felt those "warm glows" associated with TS experience vs the TV experience ( transexual vs transvestite ). I have no doubt that this is what I want to do and has been my longing since I can remember. Like many other TSs, I remember finding the auto-biography of Christine Jorganson at the town library when I was a kid. I think I looked for it after seeing something on Donehue's TV show. I think I was in the card catalog looking for anything "transexual". One I read the book, and saw the transformation, I thought... Aha! That's for me!
I met my first TS aquaintence when I was about 18 years old, and thought, thats cool! A gal from NYC known as Karen Caio. I really liked her. I wanted to be as femme as she was. In college I got to dress more n more, and after college I looked forward to every weekend in drag. Then I discovered hormones. From the age of 25-35 I took hormones and lived full time en-femme, and really liked it for the most part. But, being stuck in the pre-op mode of existence made relationships poor. Because the 2 or three men I was involved with during those days wanted me to stay pre-op. I had to stay pre-op because of the money, but not because I wanted to stay pre-op. Finally, one day I threw up my arms and said, "I quit, I'll never have enough money to do this."
Now I am forty years old, and there is an inheritence for me that will likely be enough to go to Montreal and get the SRS. It all hangs on my Auntie who has been gravely ill for months. I hate to hang on this like some vulture waiting for some poor creature to die, but I have to admit, it is a very exciting thought to me to think that this dream goal may finally be coming close.
Well, that's all for now. Later...
If you wanna write me use this address...
pntywst - at - yahoo.com
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