Trip to evaluate my FFS with Dr. Ousterhout! I have been thinking about this for past 6 months and somehow can not bring my self to finalize a trip. Something keeps me from making this decision, and it isn't as though I am having a surgery but just an evaluation, I guess the time is not right. But I know that I can not become whole unless I go under such procedure to eliminate all the clues which for now give, my testosterone infected face away. Yet, it remains my next step!