well it happened a 100% degree turn around she went from totaly excepting to wanting no part of my cding just last week we were talking about how she felt and she said it would not change well she came home and told me what I am doing is a sin againts God and she would no longer support me she wont go out in public with me any more shopping or anything as long as im dressed up so I guess its down hill from here I just dont know how one can change so quick last week shew said she loved all of me 100% and yall have read her posts now she says she still loves me 100% but im torn up totaly now