OMG everybody, I had the most fun doing what most people would call errands today. To jump right into it:
I've been really stressed out at work the past two weeks so I figured a good girly day out might help. My wife was gong to work at 1PM so I needed to kill some time.
Apart from body jewelry I really didn't have any feminine jewelry so I figured I could get some cheap stuff before I went out. As some of you know about me I'm way too scared to go out shopping in guy mode (even for jewelry) but I had been talking to a friend who said it was basically no big deal and gave me some pointers (thanks Krysta ^_^) on how to deal with the SA's. Short story kept short I came back with the following silver pieces for under $40:
After I gave my wife a kiss and told her to have a good day at work it was time to get ready. I decided to go with a black and deep purple eyeshadow combination. I was so proud of myself after I was done because not only did it not take a half hour to do my eyeliner I also didn't stab myself in the eye - HA!
[SIZE="2"](this is after I was sweating all day, looked better when I first did it lol)[/SIZE]
I had already picked out an outfit that included a brand new top that I hadn't worn before:
Before I left I made a few goals for myself that I wanted to accomplish.
- Step it up a bit and wear high heels (I've worn wedges out before but not real high heels).
- Audibly interact with store SAs. (My past two times out I could not bring myself to do it)
- Actually make a purchase at at least one store. (Again I hadn't gotten the courage to do this yet)
- Eat at a restaurant while I was out. (^^same^^)
I feel that when I make personal goals like this it helps me overcome my fears. Sort of a way to "man up" and just get the job done lol.
Before I left I decided to knock out goal #1 and wear my 3.5" boots out. So I set off around 1PM, first stop was the bank to get some money for my purchase (whatever it was going to be). I was hoping there would be a walk up ATM so I could hop out of the Jeep and walk around but just a drive though.
While I was at the bank I decided my purchase should be something I really needed: a bra that fit, and a few pairs of panties. I decided to go to Sears first since I saw a bunch of cute panties at the other Sears store when I bought my new jewelry.
Unfortunately this other Sear's selection stunk so I went to Belk. My shopping at both stores were pretty uneventful even though it seemed like I was the only person in the store wearing noisy heels. While I was shopping in the intimates section I couldn't help but notice this 16-20 year male old kid sitting on a bench waiting for his mom to finish her bra shopping. He kept looking at me and everytime I looked him back in the eye he would quickly glance elsewhere. My paranoia almost kicked in but then I realized it almost seemed like he was checking me out....creepy....
Anyway I picked out three items, the SA was really nice but because that kid was still around I felt pretty nervous so I kept the conversation to a minimum while checking out. Even though it probably seemed like I was ignoring the SA she was very professional and nice. Goal #3 done, here's what I got:
[SIZE="2"](not really my style now that I look at it all but oh well, everything it really comfy[/SIZE]
By this time it was around 5:30PM and I was getting hungry. I almost chickened out and went home but decided to do a drive through as a compromise. As I was driving to the Chik Fil A I got a bunch of courage out of no where and thought I would have some fun. I planned to order with my best feminine voice, then slip back into my male voice regardless of whether or not it was a male or female employee I was dealing with.
As planned I ordered in my femme voice. I turned the corner of the building and go figure, the person that waited on my was this very cute girl in her late teens/early twenties. I pulled up and the conversation went a little bit like this:
CFE: [with a cute smile on her face] "How are you doing ma'am?"
Me: "I'm good, how are you?"
CFE: [pauses, deer in the headlights look] "Good..." [Goes back to getting my food bagged] "...umm, would you like any sauce with that?"
Me: "Nah, I'm good."
CFE: [hands me the bag with a confused smile] "Have a nice day."
Me: "You too!"
I actually felt kinda bad messing with her like that afterwards, but I'm sure it wasn't a big deal and now she has a great story to tellAnyway I considered that enough to cross goals #2 and #4 off the list.
After I left the restaurant I went to a few other places (Target, gas station) just so I wouldn't have to go home. Eventually I decided it was time to get home (mostly because my feet were hurting so bad from walking around in heels all day lol).
As soon as I got home I snapped a few pics while I could still stand then tried on my new bra and thong:
Anyway to summarize this was the first day that I've felt %100 Kristin, and my stress from the past two weeks at work is temporarily gone ^_^
I am a beautiful, young victorian style lady. Demure, gentle, kind and giving. I love to be feminine in lace and intricate delicate patterns flowing skirts, the kind of sexy that makes you desperate to know what I'm hiding underneath!
Originally Posted by Carrie Davis
And you're absolutely right; it really does get easier and more enjoyable each time.
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