I do not know why I did not think of this sooner. When I was a youngster during those formative junior high years I found myself planning my schedule around a show. A show unlike any other. One that I now realize caused me to re-evaluate who I was. It made me secretly wish I too could live in a women's hotel as a Blondie and pursue women that looked like Donna Dixon. So much for years of therapy. All I needed to do was peruse I tunes to find the ultimate answer to why...... OK maybe not but this show was a lifeline, however silly that let the transgender desire sneak out on those glorious Tuesday nights at 7PM.
Did anyone else have shows like this that allowed them to feel like they were expressing that hidden side of themselves when they were a kid? I can think of a few more but I am interested in hearing from you because I hear myself in my head all day long.