Hi! A while ago I did quite a bit of crossdressing. Since a few months not once at all. Why? I don't know. I was really proud of myself that I dared to be unconventional by crossdressing. Kind of sticking up my middlefinger to the world.
Now it just seems pointless. What is to be gained by crossdressing? It just doesn't make me feel good anymore.
I've never tried to be a 100% complete woman; for example I don't like wearing a wig. It's more the fact that there are certain items of womens clothing I like wearing and I think I should be able to wear as a guy. But I can't go outside in guy mode wearing pantyhose or someother mix of male and female clothing; I doubt that will ever be accepted in society. I just wish I could wear what I want whether it be male or female clothing...