I know I am going to have replies where I get yelled at but I need some help in getting through tough emotions. As some may know, my wife knows I dress, we have done some counseling, and she has been better at accepting me. My issue I constantly battle with is I am a bisexual crossdresser. I understand I gave uo the bi side when I got married, which I admit is a daily battle. Lately, all I think about is the feminine side of me in addition to my daily bisexuality battle. Because of this, the girl in me is not being sexually satisfied and my wife will not allow Julie anywhere near the bedroom. How do I stay on track and get through these hard times? I feel like an emotional rollercoaster and unfortunately all my counselor says is "if you cheat you better hope the f***ing is worth the f***ing". That does not help with me controlling my emotions and remaining faithful. All advice is greatly appreciated!