I'm sure i'm not as unique as I once thought I was. I'm 40 , fit and have not been in a relationship for 4 plus years. I keep thinking I want a hetero relationship as my male persona and become a husband and dad. On the other hand I have my fem self wanting to explore her sexuality with men or at least date as Kristine. I know the ultimate goal would be find a woman who is comfortable with cross dressing. As I have gotten up the nerve to explore or be the life clock keeps ticking. Are there other girls here struggling? How do you play off living in both worlds that alone adds new anxiety. Its like I want to be in a relationship with a woman but a few times a quarter I can go be Kristine and date. LOL does that woman exist? More so how many of you deal with the friends that say he is 40 , he is single, has to get married , blind dates etc.
I appreciate all of you on here who have allowed me to start and explore.
xxoo
Kristi
