I have been wondering if I am alone with this or others have it like me.*
I have been here on the forum for a while now and since joining I have learnt a lot and i have changed a lot. I have realized I am not alone and that I have been silly in hiding my true self away far to long. *That's the good bit . (as a clever person once said there is always an opposite side.) So the bad is I have spent *many years getting where I am with family, job home etc,now that becomes the problem as admitting one thing puts the other at risk .
*Now I realize I can't hide the true me the other side of my life and from what I can see here my journey down the road is never finished. So I know pernille will be a bigger part of my life . Therefore I just**think it's unfair that I spend almost 30 years coming to terms with who and what I am , which is a relief . Only to find that the one problem leads to another just as big problem.
Is it not unfair that all the choices Are made for us *as in the long run we know we can't give up being who we are . We can quit being a cd but it will come back . But if you loose your family/ home that never comes back !!!