There are so many things I want but I can't have, oh I have money to buy material things, I find that I want to dress fem more and ore all the time but the Male world that I have to live in won't let me. I read this forum everyday and evening and for many years I thought I was sort of alone in my desire to crossdress but I am no where near alone in my wants and needs. It is truly amazing how many born again males there really are in the world, But as for myself I have changed so much in the past 5 years since my divorce. I have way more fem clothes than I do male items. and I want more! and I keep buying more I find that anymore I want nothing but fem. I have earrings after earrings, boots, shoes, bras, panties numerous pairs of all but I want more I always wondered why do woman have to have so many pairs of dresses and shoes or jewelery, and now more so everyday I find that I want more and more and more. But my family/friends outside of my ex knows of my dressing so I have to stay a closet case but thanks to this forums at least I can talk about and express myself about what I want to do more than anything else and that is dress and be as what I wish I had been born A WOMAN!!
But at the same time it is OK I have found an acceptance and friendship here on this website that I never in my wildest dreams thought that I would ever find
So to all who reads this I want to thank each and everyone of you for reading/listening to my posts and posting your thoughts, your rants, and experiences in life as a crossdresser All of you have made this struggle a lot easier to bear in many ways, Just to know that I am not alone and that there are others who share my delima is very comforting
Yea I know this post is corny but it is how I feel
Thank You Ladies all very much
XOXOXO
Michelle