I was thinking the other day, since I've been cross-dressing, I've always felt like I've wanted more. At first, I would wear panties under my clothes and that was all. Later, I would wear panties(with a panty liner), nylon socks, and a bra(yes I actually took the risk of wearing a bra to work). And believe me, I couldn't have a better feeling doing all this!!
But now, the more it goes, the more I want to try new stuff. I've tried on makeup(love it), I've shaved my legs in winter, and I've even bought a fake breast for 200$ that I hide in my room. Even after all that, I feel like I need to go further. I'm only 19 years old and I'm already doing all this stuff. I can't imagine I'll ever get over it. NO ONE knows I've been doing this, and I can't tell anyone either.
Well, the point is, I was thinking that if I never am going to get over this, at that at such a young age, I love this so much and still want more, maybe one day I might change my gender. I want to have a vagina instead of a penis. I really like to have sex and all, but I would rather like to see myself as a girl in lingerie with a strap-on having sex with another girl(preferably my girlfriend if she's still with me.
That said, I would like to have more information about gender changing. Does anyone know a place where I could see a pic of a man turned into a woman-completely. I'd really like to know what I'd look like if I make the move. Thanks for any information! -xxx-