I have been dressing mostly full time for the last couple of months and would like to continue to do so. Here's my issue. Every once in a while things come up that require the attention of my male self. Either a legal matter where I have to present as the male me or I have to attend a function where I am known. When this happens as it may tonight I feel as though I am letting myself down. I am miserable and depressed about it, sometimes for days afterward. Take tonight for instance. I need to attend an auction that has several items I need. (I'm an Ebay seller) The problem is I have attended this auction (it's a regular thing) several times in the past but only in drab. My SO will be going with me so since we have been there as a couple before I am worried someone will make the connection. normally I wouldn't care but this particular auction has been very profitable to me in the past.
So I ask you:
What would you do?
and for those of you who are full time does it feel like cheating when you need to go drab for a few hours?