I have been really struggling the last couple of months. I thought I had pretty well come to terms with my dressing but since early in December the need to dress has been overwellming to the point that I have done some things unintentionally that have hurt my wife. I agreed that I should get some help. Yesterday I called some therapists and found one that has some experience with gender issues so I scheduled an appointment. After a couple attempts to schedule a time that would work she suggested tomorrow. I had already scheduled myself out of the office so I could dress. I usually go out to lunch, shop and run errands on these days so I asked the therapist if she would mind if I came dressed as Diana. She said she didn't have a problem with it so I am going as Diana.