I wont attempt to answer the age old question of "why do I crossdress." However, I will explore what I seem to get out of it. Though most people would look at my life as a guy and describe it as successful, I look at it and I see ordinary. Rarely does a total stranger feel compelled to say anything nice to me, when I am out and about in drab. En femme, I always feel like almost anything can happen. People (men and women) chat me up like no one's business. I guess the bottom line is that CDing makes mefeel as if my life is far from ordinary