And boy am I scared. Last night I decided to just go for it. I drove to Minneapolis thurugh a blizzerd with nothing but girl clothes. THe clerk at the desk was the first "public" person to ever see me.

Ive planned this whole thing a million times.

About 7am drove a few miles to downtown. parked the ramp 3 blocks from the store that has the boots I have been wanting forever. Got a double take on the way and a HUGE smile form a 20 something girl.

I was heart was pounding I could hear it and I was totallly sweating bullits and trying to hide behind my hair.

Got my sexy boots that I will be wearing tonight.

IT was kind of strange. All these years I have been fearing the town folk would be chasing me with pichforks and torches and ...... Not much happened.

Im back at the hotel Waiting till I head out on the next phaze. The Gay 90s bar. Yea. Its a little chicken to go the a CD frendly bar on a Monday night. But you gotta start somewhere.

Will let you all know how the night goes.

Thanks for your support, I know its there. Im so glad I found this sight. Up till a few months ago I though I was the only one with this "Problem'.

Im babiling nerversly, so Ill just be quiet now.......