Several weeks ago a posted a coming out titled, "Dear World". It felt great to do that. Since then I have posted about my unaccepting wife, she finds cdingN disgusting. But when I came out to her several months ago she told me that she was unacceoting, but to be honest with myself and thus began the journey that led me here and the ,"Dear World" posting. Well, I came to the forum when I could, enjoying reading and chipping in when I could, and continuing my self accceptance and self-exploration, and the lure and the desire dress seemed to subside. Well, yesterday, I told my wife that I wasn't really interested in dressing anymore. She really didn't bat an eye, didn't really care, which is what I was expecting. My point is that I really do kind of feel this way, what was a pretty major part of my life, something I have been doing since before I knew what it meant, is gone? Certainlly, I will be back soon, I guess??? Ugh.....I feel like a train wreck.