I heard an interesting thing recently and thought I'd throw it out here for comment. Feel free to disagree or take the thought further...
The idea is that no one can embarrass us if we don't empower them to do so. This isn't just an idea pertaining to CDers; it would apply to anyone, and not just with the feeling of embarrassment. The negative feeling could be anger, shame, fear, etc.
For example, last Saturday, my wife and I were dining in a fairly nice restaurant as girlfriends (I was fully en femme). I was really on top of my game while entering the restaurant, ordering, having a drink, etc., but midway through dinner, I let my guard down and began to think about the situation. Although we go out weekly, I was suddenly struck by the thought that "I'm presenting as an attractive woman in a restaurant full of people!" I started to feel self-conscious. Wouldn't you know it, the older woman at the next table suddenly started staring at me. When I met her stare, I quickly looked away. She continued to stare. I think I handled the visual confrontation completely wrong. By looking away, I gave her power. I was saying something to the effect of, "yes, I'm an impostor. I'm not what I appear to be and deserve your scrutiny." I immediately kicked myself and began discussing with my wife how badly I handled it. I told her I should have smiled nicely at her and if she persisted I could have introduced myself and my wife and asked her if we knew each other. I really could have done that but I just had that weak moment. Argggh!
Thanks for reading all this... Of course, I make great effort to be as passable as possible, but once dressed I focus instead on confidence and acting like I belong. It takes conscious effort at this point and isn't yet automatic.
Do you think we can really control the power shift in these public encounters? If so, to what degree?