Hey everyone, I'm drifting through again. I have pretty specific reasons and goals for dressing, and every time I start browsing here and other CD communities I always seem to be alone in my viewpoints. I guess I'm wondering if I'm a minority even in a misunderstood subculture!
Basically, I can't say I've ever attempted to pass as female. Maybe part of it has to do with my physical appearance, I'm 6'3" and while I have slender limbs, I'm rather obviously male-shaped (and somewhat more hairy than I'd care to be). But I don't think that's the primary issue.
While I'd be down for a makeover in a heartbeat, it's not something I feel I NEED to do. I enjoy the juxtaposition of male and female in my appearance. I don't like conforming to one side or the other, which I guess is how I see being en femme. I wear female clothes because it feels natural and right to me.
Of course this means I'm subtle in my clothing choices when I leave the house (barring some late-night food runs where I figured what the hell!), though I do yearn to wear whatever I want, when I want. There's a different level of acceptance between a full-on crossdresser presenting as female and... a guy in a skirt. And I see a lot more of the former online, too, and only a very small handful of the latter.
I really want to talk to those in my situation, but...how alone am I?