I have not really gone "out" in about 10 years. Oh sure I have gone out this year on Halloween, and driving recently and to a TG picnic, BUT I mean reeeeallllly out. Like trying to pass 100% as a normal girl. I have been wanting to do this for a long time. The last time I did it 10 years ago, my wife found everything a bit later and our marriage was never the same. Well now Amanda and I are free and Amanda wants to shop and be seen. She has been bottled up for so long. She is so fun loving and lives life in all of its glory. She wants to experience the real world. Smell the fragrances, see and touch the clothes, and just feel the freedom air on her face. I think I have done so much to lead to this point. My look has never been better, I think I have the voice down pat, I walk fine, my body language is girlie, everything. Now I have to take all of the advice and encouragement I got from you all on this site and use it. The moment I step into that mall, or other places I will draw on all of the power that you have given me. I will need it. I am scared but yet ready and thrilled. I HAVE to see if I am passable for real. I have to know. I just can't decide. I have a REALLY cute and sexy short sleeve suit with cute slightly heeled dress peep toe flats. I just don't know if I will be in context on a Saturday. Maybe I am coming from a weekend business thing, maybe I am a SA from a fine retail clothing store shopping. I am just afraid I will draw a teeny but more attention in that. I will do jeans, flats, a long shirt with a shrug over if I want to step down. I look fabulous in the suit though. Ahhhh! We will see.
I am going to attempt to check in on this thread throughout the day tomorrow (Saturday) and I will post pics on my Flickr site since that is the only way I can. Here is my link. http://www.flickr.com/photos/girlieamanda
I posted on page 3 the whole story of the details of the night.