I guess that because I'm prepared to sit here and type away I'm unlikely to do it. But there are times, and right now is one of them, where I feel that life just isn't worth it. I hate living as the guy that the world knows me as and I can't see how I can transition either.
My partner reckons she's psychic - but hasn't picked up on my feelings.
I really can't see any point any more - what's the point of living a life that is a complete and utter sham.
In my heart of hearts I know I won't top myself because I'm too much of a coward - but I just don't see the point of living any more.