I have been riding an emotional roller coaster the past week or so. It basicly comes down to this question: Who am I and where do I fit in? What is going on in the world around me? How do I affect others around me? I know what's important to me and how can I reconcile conflicting wants and needs? I am a staunch advocate of my desires not upsetting the family, I am closeted and I am usually ok with it, today I am not so sure. Hopefully, I will figure myself out before I do damage to my family, especially my wife whose health is fragile and must avoid stress.