Okay. I have a closet of dresses, skirts, skinny jeans, stretchy tops high heels etc. you get the picture.
I got a wig and makeup, and absolutely no drive to use said wig and makeup. Well maybe a little earth tone eyeshadow and eyeliner, but wait. Is it really necessary for me to look female to wear may stuff?
Where does one go to be out in such a get up without the wig and makeup?
I'm honestly not as pretty as I was. Male hormones, a dirty job, a few fights and a divorce have taken their toll.
I once went on a date with another man even though I don't think of myself as gay and wore my girl shoes with otherwise male gear. It felt pretty darn good. How far can one take this when among ordinary society?