The notion that you might be sick with something really bad is ridiculous. You don't have to be sick to give up cd'ing. There are lots of things and mine appears to be a changing of focus in my life. I am preparing to go through a divorce and right now I am exploring what I really want in life. That thought process has been at the root cause for the funk.
My mind has been dominated lately by the fact that I want to travel to Europe this fall. I have thought about it a great deal. Most of this is just circumstances changing in my life and I am not sure where it will lead, but I am there for the ride.