I was reading JamieG's post in the "Loved Ones" section (the following link) and it got me thinking.
http://www.crossdressers.com/forums/...-quot-question
Since that thread is closed I'd like to start another one here so I can hear your thoughts. I'm sure almost every TG have spent a lot of time thinking the eternal question of "where do I fall on the TG spectrum?". My understanding is that CDs generally like to appear feminine and switch back and forth between male and female roles but they don't want to be women forever. However, since people change and develop themselves, I'm wondering will the design for CDing ever elvolve? Is there a clear bondary between CD and TS? Or it's a boundary for each individual to draw?
I guess there's no scientific gauge to measure one's desire on something. But I heard CD people saying that they'd like to try to be a woman if the process is easy and reversable. While that's not possible, it sounds reasonable to me to gauge one's TG desire by how much price they are willing to pay to appear feminine. I tried it on myself and here's what I'm thinking now:
Being slim, shaving/epilating regularly, voice training, learning make-up etc.: certainly
Losing muscle to appear more feminine: maybe but rather reluctant
HRT: a remote possibility only if I'm single and understand the side effects
Breast Augmentation: No
SRS: No way
From that, I think I'm catergorized as a CD for sure. But the biggest uncertainty (also my biggest fear) is that I don't what's going to happen in the future. Will I get lost in the "pink fog"? Will I be pushing my limitations futher as I get better and more confortable with my CDing?
Any thoughts?