I love crossdressing (be honest am the sissygirl type).Ive got a female friend of mine who helps me with it.She is the only one who knows.Ive dressed up infront of her,shes done my make up etc.weve gone girly shopping together.
Anyway I always ask her if she is OK with it all and she says yes everytime,not a problem to her because she knows I enjoy it.
I NEED her to be Ok with it because even though I love it, if she ever said shes had enough and dosnt want to be involved with it anymore than I would stop instantly.But again she says she is OK with it which is great.
But the other day I was telling her how fantastic she is for being so understanding and Women like her are hard to find...She says yes she is understanding but added she could never live with one though (sissy,cd,tranny.whatever)
It really upset me her saying that and I instantly told her 'thats it no more crossdressing'..which she replied I was being silly and she wants me to carry on and is dosnt effect me and her its just she wouldnt like it if someone she was seeing was cd..
But this completely changed things for me because in my mind I am thinking now she dosnt really like it and like I have said I do need to share my 'sissy ways' with her..So now I just feel like stopping completly and throwing everything out.
I know to find another Woman like her would be so hard,to share things with
Am I reacting to much on what she says...I look at what she said as her true feelings on it.
Please I need your advice on what to do ?