all my life i have always hated having my photo taken ,but i love dressing up and photographing myself as pernille .Its like 2 compleatly different sides of a coin as the other day i saw photos of myself and the first time in my life i really did not like what i saw i thought i looked silly,ugly and stupid in drab.but i never get that feeling when i see my pernille pictures .
My crossdressing has taken quite a hold of my life but i dont want to transition to a woman . or feel like i should be a woman i just enjoy the dressing up. WHAT DOES THIS MEAN??? does this mean subconciously i look at myself as being more woman than man as i dont think about it , or do i just look better dressed as a woman ,or is it leading to some thing .
does anyone else feel like this or has felt like this and does it lead anywhere as my crossdressing is expanding to involve more and more of my life , so where will it stop .
