I have decided to become my true self. I have always known I wanted to be female. But I have lied to myself and everyone else. I decided to take the first steps in discovering who I am. Few months ago I purchased pantyhose, when I had the chance to try them on I cried, I finally felt like the person I should be. I loved how the felt on my legs so smooth and feminine. Two weeks ago I purchased some panties(its more difficult to shop for those) again when I wore them it felt natural. The downside is that I'm lying and hiding to everyone I know about my true self. I am looking forward to being able to express my true self here and hopefully find some hints and tips of becoming The female thats stuck within.