Well after getting my own place for 1st time in my mid 30's the last week has been interesting. Ordered online some stockings and tights got them wore some tights when I went to the supermarket (under jeans) while there I picked a pack of knickers, tried them on that night and liked them so figured on Saturday I would get some better quality knickers and a nightdress. But on Friday night the thought got to me that this wasnt me but on Saturday morning I woke and put on tights and knickers and went out and bought a nightdress and as well as a small beach skirt for around the house. Again while I was out I was having the same feelings that again it wasnt me but went I got home the skirt went on, followed by the night dress before I went to bed. At night unable to sleep like most night this week the same doubts hit me so I took the nightdress off. At 9 this morning I put all the things in a small box into the cupboard out of the way to see how long before they were out. At 7.30 the box came out and am now wearing briefs and the skirt. Not only that but all day I keep coming back to this forum.
Should point out that as a kid I enjoyed trying on my mums underwear and tights. And when going on holidays on my own in the run up I have fantasised about buying some tights but never actually doing it. The idea of buying in a store put me off even though I managed it on Saturday.
Also should point out that I am extremly quiet and lack real sexual experiences, so was wondering if anyone thinks its just a case of the freedom I now have allowing me to experiment and that soon I will, I guess grow out of it for lack of a better way of putting it. I must admit the thought of putting it on excites me, but after the clothes are on for a few minutes its like just the same experience as wearing mens clothes.
Hope that all makes sense as its tough putting into words what is going through my mind, thanks.