I'm just curious. Over the past few years, I've struggled between religious feelings and the desire to cross dress. I'm going through a struggle to find work. I feel like I just can't win and ask myself if this is a waste f time. Yet, I feel the desire to crossdress growing. I don't know that many people here in Salt Lake City in the transgender community. I'm even been worried about ending up homeless. I'm divorced and feel like my life is falling apart. I don't know what to do with the desire just growing. I just want to be able to meet some of you that are here in Salt Lake City, I just needed a place to vent. Thanks y'all.