Hi Friends and sweetys ;p
Im wondering, when did you learn about "Cd massive community". When did you saw that you wher not alone in this Emotional doubt? (not talking about the Trav or gay factor) and how was your process before and after that discoveries? ;x
For my case, 4 years ago, i had some attirance for some ex-girlfriend pantys. And iv loved sometime to try one of their dress at home alone. But never consider doing it "full size" and admit to myself the feminine intention behind it.
And a year ago, had to live kinda alone for a time.. and discover attirance for mor tight clothing and liked girl music when i was in a certain mood. Then iv bought some lingerie to try it on. Wow! this was so fun, and the rest came fast. Some tight skirt etc. But... I was feeling like the only one in the world (except trav or gai ppl) to do that... wut i was becoming. Wher's my place between all that... is that a long process going on? or a permanent state admited out?
And then about 2 weeks ago... searching for i dont remember what... i have discover the term Crossdressing! And a lot of great people doing it!! And they feel the same way as me about it!!! I'm Normal again! I have break the barrier of the self-lying. I do Feel well balance now in all of this and really excited to take it seriously instead of hiding my thing in small box. Hidden from the Sandman Hihi. I feel really dumb to not have search before but.. i was so shame of it. I see the light now! before... I was blind. ;p
-Always beleive in instinct, the true gift of mother nature