I started a new job around six months ago, I was warned before I began that my supervisor was a rough guy to get along with. I foolishly said I can handle it. I was wrong. He is A raving maniac. takes credit for your good work and blames his mistakes on others. goes berserk over the slightest thing and makes work a terrible place to be. I have started to have some unsettling emotions come over me and it got me thinking about my feminine side. To my own surprise I believe I am on the verge of a revelation.
As a c/d I had always thought that I was a more sensitive person, more in touch with my emotions. so when these very negative emotions began to manifest through arguing and saying things that I would never say to another person, I had to stop and begin to regroup. Sure I wear a skirt and makeup, paint my nails and shave my legs but those thing do not make me feminine. no amount of paint or cloth can ever really do that. I don't want to be a rag doll, where the only difference between Ann and Andy is a hairstyle. thanks to this horrible man I am realizing that I need to change some things about me.
feminine (to me) means compassion, kindness, loving, caring more about the welfare of others than my own. being a boo boo kisser (LOL) and thats the "girl" I want to be.
SO...... if you made it this far thanks for reading my little rant.
Desa.