It`s been a interesting week on this site. So interesting that it got me really thinking at what level is my crossdressing. I don`t get much time to do it, the kids are always coming and going, so if iam lucky if i get a few hours a week, so most of my dressing is underdresing and i thought it was more of the feeling of the cloths or the thrill of the wearing women cloths and nothing to do with acting fem or wanting to be a woman. Well that changed yesterday when my wife came home and bought me a black dress from a store that was closing and got a good deal. I tried on the dress and since the kids were working i had lunch with my wife. While i was eating i looked down at my legs, and i didn't even notice that i had crossed my legs and my foot was straight out, so lady like. I was thinking to myself, i never eat like this, OMG, iam more fem then i thought, when i dress i must really act like a woman without even trying , it comes natural. Anybody else second guessing at what level there dressing is really at.
). When I first start dressing after I accepted myself I did notice how I started doing things more feminine. As I have continued developing these feminine things have appeared throughout my life, in both guy and girl mode. I sometimes have to be careful because these feminine things can appear at the most inopportune times. But overall, I cannot wait until I can let more of my femme side out.
