I get such a big rush out of knowing that I am "forced" or I force myself to keep wearing anything feminine. Even though I wouldn't want to take the feminine clothing / gear off, what excites me is the feeling that I don't have a choice and I'll have to keep them on for some time.
For example, I do get a rush when I'm bound with pantyhose on. The reason I find this so exciting is that even if I wanted to, there's nothing I could do to take off my pantyhose. God, I love this feeling of being helpless while wearing pantyhose! I get the same rush when I lock my 5-inch high heeled pumps on my feet and make the keys unavailable for a certain amount of time. Or when I get to paint my toenails a vivid red color while having no remover in the house! (Not fingernails because I haven't got the courage to come out of the closet). Lately, I've been digging into the nail polish area and I want to get myself all the necessary gear to give myself a pedicure with red gel polish, the buff-off kind that's impossible to remove even with acetone but only by filing it off. I find it really exciting to have my toenails painted red and well groomed knowing that it's damn hard to get the polish off and nearly impossible without a nail file! Plus this way, I won't have any of these annoying chips I get with normal nail polish.
Do you people feel the same rush and excitement with "forced feminization"?