Hi Girls!
I'm starting my first post in the TS forum. I'm new here despite having confused gender feelings for very long time. I do feel very transgendered but don't have the strong dysphoria as many of the girls had. That doesn't mean I don't have a problem with my male body and all those masculine features but rather I've been trained well to function as a male. I've also been in denial for a long time due to my family background and such. However these feelings are getting stronger and stronger (or rather awakening) lately to the point that they start to both my daily life.
I have just met with my gender therapist last week for the firs time. She is the most experienced one in my town (unfortunately retiring) and has the reputation of red flag easily, which I don't mind since I want to make the right decision too. It is interesting that she asked me what my goal is and I said I didn't have a clear goal.
Anyways, I've lurking for a while and think I'll start to post more. I've been thinking about writing my stories down but just too lazy to get started. English is another hurdle to me. :-)
Rose