Hi Aeron, I found that although my first time out and about was the hardest, it was somewhat masked by the sense of occasion. You know, crossing it off the bucket list type of thing.
My first time was just wandering around the mall, with no interaction with anyone. I survived that and knew that I just had to do it again, but although the next few times were easier, thay were not significantly easier. Each time out I made a promise to myself to push a little further, e.g. ordering a coffee, or chatting to a sales assistant and trying a dress on in store. I have met other members whilst out and about.
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I think it took maybe a dozen times out until I felt relaxed about the whole deal. I must say though, that I have never had anything bad happen. Had plenty of stares from the tuff tradie type apes, and the teenage girls (heck, I ain't fooling anyone who looks at me). I have, however, had plenty of great positive experiences.
Conquer your fears Aeron. Good luck to you, and stay safe.
Tash
