Most of today was an utter bore and I really wanted to dress something fierce, but I had dressed on Monday and I knew my Wife would be somewhat upset if I dressed again. But the real reason was that it hit 105 today and we don’t have air-conditioning, and to think that a week ago the high barely broke 60. The heat was just oppressive and I knew that a bra and breast forms, waist cinch, makeup, and wig would be just about intolerable.
Around four this afternoon my Daughter and I went to Payless Shoes and I found a nice pair of black, open toed, sling backs, with 4” heels that were on clearance and after an additional discount at the register the price was only $10. I think they’ll look great Saturday night at my support group meeting.
I met with my therapist on Monday and after discussing how I was feeling about the recent death of my Mother and a few other things we got around to my cross dressing. She wanted to know how often I dressed and I told her about once a week. She didn’t think that was often enough and suggested that I dress twice a week. I said that would cause too much friction with my wife, she barely tolerates once a week, and her reply was that my Wife would adapt. She also inquired if I had approached my Doctor to see if my health would allow me to start with female hormones. One of the last things she said to me before the hour was up was that she was looking forward to seeing me enfemme for our next session. I told her that I didn’t know if I was up to walking through the crowded lobby to the elevator and then approaching the check-in desk on the third floor and eventually sitting with the other patients in the waiting room – she said “you’ll do just fine and I’m looking forward to meeting Barbra.” Guess my new black sling-back shoes will come in handy on that day too.