I am feeling a bit out depressed and out of place lately.
Part of it is not TG related. Cold weather and darker days have me feeling trapped. But feeling a bit down gets my femme feelings going which makes me feel trapped both from lack of privacy at home and lack of people like me online.
The recent sexuality thread made it worse. Like EVERY TG sexuality thread I seen it is full of people saying how strait they are.
My bi side leans strongly gay and I much prefer guys and feelings for girls make me uncomfortable, I have no interest in passing as a woman just being free to be feminine as a man and like gender mixing and matching at times, and becoming a girl or passing as one is no longer a fantasy for me. When I find TG's attractive it usuaually cute but unpassing ones. My fantasies are more on guys becoming girls or having girl parts (like breasts) or girls becoming guys and acting girly.
But everywhere I look TG is about the WOMAN.
How attractive women are.
How they want to be a woman.
How TG's worth admiring and being like are all passing.
How they are attracted to women or how they could only feel for men if they were to become a woman.
How they think being turned into a woman or passing as one is hot.
About ten years ago I lost the woman to my TG urges but still have TG urges. Since then I felt alone and depressed aloy. Recent events have me feeling alone and depressed more strongly than usual.
Is their anyone out their like me? Are their any place for people like me? Is their any place for people who lack the woman to their TG?