hey everyone ,
i ask myself what i want to be, or better to say, need to be.
this whole crossdressing is a lot of fun, but at the same time it is very wearing, because i don't know what i want as to crossdressing.
i know that i don't belong in the category "typical guy" (not only because of crossdressing), but i ask myself, if i wanna be full time or part time. and i don't mean fulltime women. i just mean wearing female clothes fulltime, but still presenting as a guy, because i am cool with that
or do i wanna wear "normal" guy clothes and from time to time the whole package with wig and make up, dress and so on .
how do you know what you are? how do you deal with it? and was there a time where you didn't know either, if you are full time or part time?