Hey guys. I have not been here for awhile. Things have gotten rough recently. Mentally that is. I am stuck in a rut and not going anywhere. I know it is me that keeps myself in the rut. But I know my parents (who I am soon to move in with) will reject my feelings on gender. Also where I live the gay community is very minimal so you can imagine how thin any trans* community is. I feel like if I had some transgender friend's in real life it would really help. But I don't. I have no-one. This is just a vent I guess. I also work over seas right now. So when I do go back home I will have no friend's at all. (Not even cis-gender ones)