Hello, somehow it is strange, if you asked me ten years ago, what I wanna do in my life, the answer would be: I want succes in my job, probaby having a really good job, where my name will survive me... and of course a familiy and kids. Well the last part stays. But I do not really care that much about the first - well I need money and I will go for a good job, but anyway all I want is a wife and children - besides money issues I would be glat beeing the "house man/wife" or becoming a hair stylist or what so ever.
So questioning myself, if I am in fear of the future and if I am not self-confident enough, or if just my goals have changed or maybe my hole self. I reallize changes, I do cry by watching moves sometimes, never happens in the past - but maybe it is also because I lost 50% of my testosterone production thanks to failure of doctors - but I was told that the other side increases the production - so, that I will be fine.
If you don't like the way I'm livin', you just leave this long haired country girl alone:
- I must say I like crying by watching moves, it is somehow really a good thing, at the movie is more intense.