Hi everyone,
In previous threads I have veritably bragged about how open my wife was to the revelation (accidental) of my crossdressing. But things have backslid terribly in recent days, culminating in a therapy session that she walked out of and stayed incommunicado for more than 5 hours. I said some things I probably shouldn't have, but I just cant' bring myself to promise that I won't dress or that I am sure it won't lead to more (shaving, 24-7 femme, going out, even transitioning -- it's all taboo right now).
We have loved each other for a long time, been married 30 years (!), and though there are other non-CD issues that have always been there, this seems to be shaping up as the last straw. I'm hoping that my despair tonight is as misplaced as my braggadocio was a month ago.
For those of you who have been doing this dealing-with-the-reluctant SO while exploring shtick for a while now, what can you tell me? When she is not open to this, it is a very lonely life.
except for my private therapist and this site, which is saving my life every day.
thank you all so much!
elizabethamy