Hello everyone,
I am currently on springbreak and after work today I found out that my parents will be out of town until morning and my sister is with her friends until...shes not even home as I'm typing(all honesty).
Tonight was my first time out without dressing as my "fetish alter ego". Basically I was the person you all are familiar with, Joanna. That's right, I went to a few places minus my sunglasses.
To begin, I did my makeup: concealer, liquid foundation, compact powder, smokey silver eyeshadow, liquid liner and pencil liner . Complete with bronzer and a nude lipstick.( I was missing my usual mascara, lip gloss, and false eyelashes but my gf does that too so I felt complete if not overdone lol). I wore a black thong and bra, then I put on a black top with velvet, glitter and lace. I wore my favorite pair of black liquid leggings(highlight of outfit). Black patented peep toe pumps with a bow and a black faux leather jacket. All of which are from Wet Seal. I went into details because I do not have a camera with me, my sister used it for the day. I apologize but I will make a thread in the picture section about my outfit soon. I will also make a thread about why I did what I did tonight because of a little on going depression
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FUN PART I drove out to old main street and found a nice place to park then walked out as Joanna for the first time. At the intersection I hear a pick up truck closing in and I continue my way(they were the first people to see me tonight). I saw the lights at the corner of my eyes slow down and this guy said " hey do you smoke marijuana? Hey come kick it with us. Why not? You're a bitch!" I didnt care what they had to say while I almost tripped in my heels, all I did was shook my head and waved as they drove away. Pretty sure their headlights made my shiny outfit get their attention. Needless to say I was glad they left me alone and I went in a full square back to my car and left. Lots of adrenaline and I wanted more. Round 1 complete.
I wasn't done yet, I stopped by a local CVS 24 hr location to go in this time. The place is well lit so I know everyone inside will see me. I parked on the side of the store and hesitated for minutes to go in. I finally did it, I saw 3 asian customers inside as I walked in, they all got a good look at my outfit and face. There were 2 young employees working, a male and female. I made my selection of Revlon lipgloss and lipstick that I've been wanting. Buy one get one half off!!!!....with a CVS card which has my name on it.... well I walked back and forth just enjoying my outfit,since the store wasn't croweded lol. I went in line at the cashier with a big man paying in front of me, too bad he missed me:P. As I paid I was struggling to get my card and money because I didn't want to expose my wallet lmao. I was done and the first words I said en femme were " thank you" and "you too" in my quiet femme voice. My very first purchase en femme. Round 2 complete.
I went home and it was a success. From 10:00 PM until 12:15 AM I was dressed. I want to do it again with a different outfit. Staying sexy and egdy. Tonight was a first: trying to pass,going to numerous places, buying makeup, walking out, and getting hit on. It was memorable and all the people who saw me tonight will remember seeing me. I wanted to wear the dressy clothes that they sell for girls my age and be able to wear all of it in one outfit and be able to got out and see what it feels like. Thank you for reading, Joanna
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