Just had a great nite out en femme, posted that in male to female crossdressing
just now. But the truth is I am so depressend tears are flooding down my face I am not a girl yet and it hurts big time. I am in such a poor condition my hands are shaking so badly I can hardly type this. Why was I not a girl to begin with, why is it so freakin' hard to convince people to at least give me my hormones? Ah, the sheer and utter pain! It is just past nidnite here in London and I have to be in the office in hours. There will be no sleep this nite - either. I can't put up with this shit any more. And, yes, if you read my other post, I will go into my office en femme tomorrow and I will be wearing my perals. They can say whatever they want, I'm not listening any more.
/Johanna - still a long way to go - so depressed - need help