We went out to eat tonight the end of a long week. We were talking while we were eating and I said I'm a little nervous about my therapist appointment next week ( first one ) and I said are you nervous and she said I'm not the one going in to talk to someone, why? I said that I appreciate your support in me talking to a therapist but I'm worryed how far your support will go. Then she said very flipedly well if you come home and tell me you want to dress like a woman and go to church on Sunday then we have a problem. At that very second it felt like someone hit me in the stomach and I lost my appetite and my eyes got al watery. Then I realized that she thought I would go in there and talk about my feelings and nothing would change here. I don't get all made up with wig and makeup all the time but I do wear something fem all most every day and to bed all most every night. I'm afraid to tell here that I wish I could do my makeup and hair alot more of the time. That I look a GGs with envy. There just the half of it. Thank you all for listening and for all the support it's a great comfort. Love Shy