In the past years I would get the urge to shave my legs and dress just before Halloween usually at the end of September to the end of December I would do those little things that all girls do to keep up on body maintenance. I have worn polish on my toes longer than I ever have , I can't stop shaving my legs and putting on moisturizer to keep them soft and smooth. I have visited the nail salon more in the past 6 months than I have ever even going back for color changes between pedicures, what's happening to me , It is starting to feel normal to treat myself more and more like a woman does daily. I do like what I see but I am getting scared that I won't stop shaving and I have vision. of laying out in a cute one piece by the pool with my red polished toes and smooth legs getting tan with oil. I just started shaving my chest totally and my nice round breast look great smooth and moisterized. . I think I am starting to accept Denise as part of my like before I didn't accept her but went with the flow. Does anyone else feel that they are loosing a grip on their man card because I feel I lost mine and can't seem to find it