Is there a difference between crossdressers that were born this way? Like myself and so many others on here and others I have gotten to know from other places. So many of us say we were having feminine thoughts even before we even knew what sex was. I was like that. I grew up in a large family in a very small house. So there wasn’t much opportunity to put on anyone’s panties. But the drive was there for me as young as 3 years old I so remember. Sometimes after a bath at that young of an age, I would finish the bath and would go to the bedroom that I had to share with my 3 bothers and a sister that were watching have gun will travel or something. No room ever for much privacy. And so after the bath, I would just have the towel around me and nothing else. It was a short towel and so I would just prance around in it and my feminine fantasies would run wild even before I could possibly know what a fantasy was or what sex was. I would pretend I was my Aunt Fay. I thought she was so beautiful even at that young of an age.
Later on at those times I would pretend or fantasize that I was my first grade teacher. So now in looking back on the earliest memories that I can remember, I know without a shadow of a doubt that I was destined to be what I am even before I knew what I was nor could fathom being so young and innocent. My point being, I was destined to be what we all know that I am.
So I am 100% convinced only to myself that what I am, is totally by birth and and/or genetics. I have known for many years that this crossdressing had never been a choice for me. My question today is for those that only began crossdressing at an older age? And of those that did start dressing later on in an adult life, was it something that happened along your life that made you decide to begin crossdressing? I feel that for me, I had no choice, but for those that began crossdressing in the 30’s and 40’s or even 50’s, if crossdressing began at the later ages, then is it from birth, or is it just a choice? Is it that some of us are born with it and some choose it?
L&R…………………….Tara