I had a nice little night planned. Was gonna dress, put on a little light makeup, relax, watch some TV. Well that’s not exactly how the night went. After a little bit I started to feel that urge to go out again. I didn’t really feel like just going for a ride and coming right back like my other outings. Then I remembered there is a group I found online that meets every Thursday night at a bar about 20 minutes from me. The group is called Thursday Night T-Girls (or TNT, here is the website: http://www.tgparties.com/tnt/index.php). I didn’t like what I was wearing, so I changed, touched up my makeup, changed again (this went on for a while). My thought process went something like this: I can’t do this yet….Yes I can….NO I CAN’T….not tonight…YES TONIGHT…OMGOMGOMG!!!! Ok, just get in the car, you can always turn around.
So that’s what I did. Got in the car, put the address in the GPS, and just started to drive. The drive itself was the longest time that I have ever been out of the apartment dressed. I was doing great, until I started to get close. The closer I got the more my heart began to pound. I kept thinking that I could always turn around and go home, but I knew the moment that I walked out the door that I was going into this bar and having a glass of wine no matter what. This is the moment that I had dreamt about for decades, and it was happening, and I was going to follow through with it.
I found the bar and was a little concerned at first. I didn’t see anyone in the window and thought that it might be closed. I parked down the street a bit and began to walk down the street. Now I could see some people and thought, OK here we go. Deep breath, focus on walking (I was wearing really high platform heels). I opened the door and walked in!!!! Time seemed to slow down and then my heart sank. There were only three guys sitting at the bar. No one else in the place. I almost turned right around and walked out, but I recognized the bartender from the TNT website. I walked past the guys who looked, but seemed not to care too much about me, and to the end of the bar. The bartender came over and asked me what I would like. I told her that I thought I might not be in the right place. She asked if I was looking for the TNT party, and I said I was. She was so nice to me it was a comfort considering the situation. She let me know that I just missed everyone. They had all left for the night. I asked her if it was OK for me to be there now, and she said of course it was.
I was disappointed that I had missed the party but was determined to hang out and have my drink. I played with my phone, checked my email snapped a few pics, and glanced uninterested at the TV. The guys left me alone which I was happy about, and I started chatting with the bartender. She was a young pretty girl and so nice to me. She complimented me after I told her that this was my first time out by saying “You look good. Actually…you look really good!”. It seemed genuine and made my night.
I was getting ready to go when the door opened and in came a stunning girl in a tight red dress and red heels, with a great long black wig. She was trying to stand out and was doing it well! I was so happy to see her. I thought to myself OK, just go say hi, introduce yourself and then go. After a bit, I took my drink and walked over. I introduced myself as Patti, and as I did, I realized that I have never done that before. It was so fun. We wound up chatting for about an hour! It was the best time ever! She was so nice and fun to talk to. We are going to keep in touch and will probably go out together some time.
It wound up being such a great time, and I can’t wait to go again (earlier next time). I drove home in bliss going over everything that happened. It was amazing. Thanks for reading if you got this far. I know it was long, but so much to talk about. I could go on and on about the whole night. Here a few pics from the bar. Thanks again, xx Patti.
I don't know how tall you are but you look gorgeous in the pics. The next thing you know you will be out shopping enfemme.
Originally Posted by suzanne
