I'm 37 years old, have known I was this way since I was 6, but still don't know why?
Why do I feel so caught slap bang between the genders?
I'd often think maybe I was transsexual but how can I be? I'm such a normal guy & there's a lot I enjoy about being a guy. But for whatever reason, I can't live without my girl time too. I love being a girl, adore it to tell the truth & like a lot here, I wish I'd been born a real one.
The only thing I do know is that it's fun, it's something I enjoy immensely & it's something that just feels so right. With this in mind, I've given up looking for answers. What's the point? If I can't work out why I'm like this after this long, then why waste time trying.
The past few months, I've just been trying to enjoy what I am & really have some fun with it, I've stopped thinking too much & I'm a lot happier for it.
Maybe it is a gift rather than a curse.
Maybe I've finally found self acceptance.
Anybody else given up looking for answers?