Here is a little story about a big loud beer drinkin, Fightin, Ugly, Hairy, Unkept, cursing sterotypical redneck assholes transformation into a somewhat quiet , Clean , sober , clean shaven,smooth, considerate , nice , polite, well dressed , lady wanna be, Whos never went to the store shopping , never got regular hair cuts , or wanted to be envolved in any of my SOs girly things , Thats not me or is it ?? Well she always knew ,, But whan its beaten in your head thats its wrong heyyyyyyy its wrong or so I thought . Well just finaly woke up when a couple friends died an came to realize that no one realy cares about you an what you do to yourself realy. So let the lady out for good now an loven every minute of it ,, Was always ment to be an still learning me an her so we can understand it all ,, But most of all want her to understand , Cuz shes what matters most of all never will I get another like her to love me for better or worse an personaly I think this is better . Now she has a friend an a lover in the same body ,, But the only thing is I have always dressed in private , But now that im going forward an basicly dress everyday ,, Nothing crazy just like a regular down home southern girl ,, But how far can I go with it ? Will it be to far to basicly be mostly girl with a little bit of man or is that to far ,, or half an half ,, More man than woman or mora woman than man. Is it a choice , or should I wait until I look better or just do it in stages ?