I came home from work Friday and went to shower. Because i work construction i shower downstairs and have a few cloths there and in between the male cloth i have a few fem cloths hidden between. I finished showering and had about an hour before the kids were coming home. I only had a pair of black panties with red roses on them and a pair of beige stay-ups. I put them on and went upstairs and my wife was reading the paper at the kitchen table, she looked up at me and turned around and kept reading like nothing phased her. I walked into the living room and i walked by the mirror and seen myself with only the panties and stay-ups on, and i sat down on the couch and thought to myself, WOW! when i was younger i would have never imaged that i would have been able to walk around the house dressed like this and sharing this with my wife, and thought more like i would be in hiding for the rest of my life. I guess at that moment i couldn't believe how far i really came. I told my wife i was going to get dressed because she wanted to do some shopping and the kids were going to be home soon, i was walking up the stairs and she asked me if i was taking the panties and stay-ups off, and of course i have to test the waters now and then and i asked her if she wanted me to. She said no keep them on it's kind of fun knowing that your wearing women's cloths under and only the two of us know. I was upstairs getting dressed and really went back to my past and realized this is much more then i could have ever dreamed of. Do any of you ever think back and think at that time were you thought your crossdressing was going to be in 15-20 years down the line and is it better or are you disappointed with where you are now.